From the heart..to my V :)

I have few things to write on...but not in a  mood to open my mind...but I want to write something..its been long..I will choose to let my heart flow...yet again :)

Suddenly life has taken a u-turn,

Asked you a question, you replied..

And then I switched in on a journey to earn!

Mother is happy, and so are friends,

With praying hard it’s not another end!

Looking back, it seems bizarre,

And then all I do…is …Glare!

Is it me? Or something in me?

Is it someone working through me?

What I am doing is not what I wanted to,

What I wanted to is not what I am doing.

There is no misery, there is no plight,

With his blessings, it’s a pleasant sight!

A full time job was never my aim,

But master’s orders came and I took it thy will,

Jumping into the job, got ready for the grill!

Sewa has taken a backseat for a while,

I’ve turned into a workaholic child!

Perturbed and baffled..I sought advice,

My Job is my sadhna, so I better do it nice!

To say it’s been easy would be a lie,

I’ve missed being with you…don’t know why :(

I feel your presence, I feel you around

And only this makes me feel safe and sound!

Longing to sit in close proximity with you,

Away from work and the worldly hue.

I know this march that time is gonna come,

When I come to the abode to be absolutely mum :)

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Keep Smiling :)

Swati